
on one hand; difficult, chance of success, exhaustion, no social life
on the other; easier, less beneficial, disappointment, danger(?)
right now... my life is the first hand, and i'm going to go to the other ... but i want to stay. They say 'it's best for all of us'.
Either way, i hope i can choose the right hand
`do we create fate or is our fate already decided for us?